Just Having a whinge today

Hi all just having a whinge today, sorry for not doing much of anything at the moment just going through a is it all worth it thing  its nothing to do with the van life its to do with the time and effort am putting into this blog and others. Along with the hobby ( making the guitars ) its not really giving me any time to pursue my other interest like photography, fishing, walking,.
I some times feel I must keep doing you tube and the blogs but to be honest with you this blog has only attracted 11 followers yet it has had nearly 15,000 views worldwide and my you tube has 455 followers and 123,000 which is good working off grid can be very restricted at time IE battery power and wifi connection along with the massive up load times of some videos not only is it time consuming its also very frustrating for me,knowing that i am not giving it all the attention it needs and deserves.
 I need to find another selling outlet for my guitars not wanting to use EBay and the likes I,am in the process at building a web shop for selling my cigar box guitars along with a blog just for SBBG.UK .
some where along the line something has to give but which well thats my whinge over with for now comments are welcome.